It’s dark; right after half past seven, each article of leather on your body seems to copy the odour of shoes. Bad news is that her curfew is nine, so you draw a line across your palm and gesture a call with your fingers, it lingers but she pretends to pick up; you make a loud enough beep and say ‘please hold the line, someone will be right with you’ pushing forward your palm, and her calm demeanour disappears; she cries but by tonight in a couple years, when it’s half past night and her curfew has been lifted; you’re there gesturing your phone call, but no one answers, you push forward your palm, to an empty space. The same night; a few years later, the silence seems somewhat greater; you’re there ...but she isn’t. It’s entirely different but you’re in the same place, in the same spot, and you cried; a lot.