I don't remember how many times I said "I'm okay"
When I was not
How many times I cried and said "I'm okay"
When I was not
How many times I smiled and said "I'm okay"
when I was not
How many times I smoked and said "I'm okay"
When i was not
How many times I missed you and said "I'm okay"
When i was not
How many times I felt terrible and it was difficult for me to breath and said "I'm okay"
When i was not
How many times I felt damaged and said "I'm okay"
When i was not
How many times I was dragged in depression and sever anxiety and said "I'm okay"
When i was not
How many times i was laying clueless on the marble floor and said "I'm okay"
When i was not
But you know what it's fine ! I'm always okay and it's okay ....