Lying in bed,
gazing at the walls,
hearing your soul sigh as a long night has only begun.
I feel something switch over inside me.
I feel the walls collapse, I feel myself slip into a darker side.
I tell myself," No you can't allow this."
But it happens the tears come suddenly, and soon there's no stopping them.
It silent but it hurts just as much.
How long can this continue?
How long can I endure this.
I feel if I move I will break into millions of pieces and no one will ever find me again.
One can only hope.