I found something in you that's intoxicating
And I haven't even heard your voice.

It's infuriating,
knowing that we're not dating
or even really friends
but you're on my mind

My phone buzzes and I'll break into a stupid grin
hoping that it's you
and hoping that
You'll break into that same, beautiful grin when you see its me.

I wonder how often you think of me.
I...
I've been looking for a sign, and my dumb heart
found it in you.

I'm terrified
that we'll meet
and you'll hate me
or worse
I'll fall even harder for you.