Always trying to find my way out, I'm finding that there is starting to be less doubt. I can't say that i'm finding much clarity. But how much more air do i get to breathe? I can't say anyone will ever want me back. It's far too much that i lack. So why am i always dreaming of a better place? Sometimes i guess i have a smile on my face. But everyone in my life always seems to leave. Or maybe it's the way in which i perceive, The patterns of life, maybe it's abstract. Maybe before i run out of time i'll be able to gain my life back. So in these passing days i'll continue trying to dream. And make my reality feel better than it seems.