We remain seated on the blanket Unaffectionate and empty of love I offer a cup of Darjeeling A shake of raven hair is the reply Tears slowly flow down your porcelain skin A worm of emotion curls inside me Friends and foes and lovers and haters We’ve played them all to the stalls Now I wish we’d talked together I long to hear us laugh forever No more than ships passing have we become Time hasn’t been a friend to us It’s left it’s nasty and brutal scars Grand chasms that our bridges can’t span Gone is our structure Dead and buried under ash and smoke I eat my cake alone as you turn away How I miss you my perfect English Rose