that was notorious when you hide while looking at yourself in mirror you wish like fantasy you could cut your age with mind of scissors there was disappointment for that few white hairs which could not hide cleverly mind said maturity is by my side and now vision is wide skin getting lose but rigidness and flexibility getting tight i am not bored from getting pump up ideas my experience are right how long can i sustain new ideas decision making must come to rest who knows better than me what is good and what is best.