it is the pain when you heart but it pains when i am bleeding too
don't look at me like that as if you are measuring my pain too.
you analyze my scream if it had a touch of cry
oh god you have gone all through this so your eyes are dry.
yes you are judgmental between mercy and truth
you gave what you receive and that is your truth.
i wish i was not searching for love in a heart gone through it
where is that waiting if you have read last page of it.
you can change everything but not your experience
yet i will never forget that face.

sky was pouring and i remember my beloved's tears
storm was guiding the rain she never knew dear.
if you become a broken leaf emotion of wind will guide you
she thinks she float with the wind but the wind knew too.
when confidence become support it is one way to the end
life cannot be lived on dotted lines you receive what you send.
if you think that you are sleeping when you close your eyes
dreams will never oblize . life is not poem on lips of poet.

i could not fall from my mind because it is uppermost
thought act as spine erecting me comes from innermost
i can see what is good or bad but when i see what i want to see
you can't call me judgmental because i know what is good for me
i can be swayed by my feelings but then i have a mind to decide
it can be coincidence of emotions and mind ultimately who knows who decides
yet i can think i am right and feel bad when told i am not right
it is me who is judgmental or they who say i am not right.

if things kept calling me what if i don't want anything.
why do things attract me when they don't reciprocate with me.
why do i say anything when nothing means for me.
don't come to me please live me alone everything.
how can i break this gravity and become free.
things are taking me away helpless i see.
let me breath out this attraction is it not the will
this nothing is not complete till i am still

every destination look a new beginning the walk never ends.
all seeking are done but newer one are send
the desire are getting tired and the achievements are fading away.
if today is fulfilled tomorrow starts with new fight and new day.
nothing is ending but the wait for nothing to happen is getting long.
let the end come before melody search the words for song

They say don't promise when you are happy
Don't reply when you are angry
Don't decide when you are sad
But what if one is sad and another is angry
If one is good and another is bad
I say never enjoy pain and let other feel pity.

Is it an attitude that lips spoke of silence.
Mind heart soul gave them rock hardness.
Eyes forehead cheeks all supported them.
All that was surprise was voice that came.
Even blessings were given with perfect measurement.
Assurances were gospel truth which is your arrangement.
Confused I ask to kiss my flowers.
They became white from red.
Softness of flower spoke out lips of iron and I am dead.