I know it's early and I know it's only because I have people around me who are supporting my decision and helping me not be alone,
but I'm starting to feel annoyed that I keep feeling bad every time I feel good.
I don't want to feel guilty for not crying all day and wanting him back.
I know that this is the right thing to do for me.
It almost makes me mad that he keeps thinking I will change my mind.
Why would I? For him? So he could go back to being happy.
It's been 3 days now and I'm actually feeling better then I have in 3 years.
I will always be so ******* sorry for him and the pain I've caused, but I can't go back.
It's impossible.