broken never felt so good
standing so straight made me ache
all the time
crumpled loosely in piles
in this beautiful mess you've made me
feeling sublime
all that buildup of anxiety
its like getting on a plane
flying higher and higher
not knowing for sure if your chute is going to work
and then panicking
as every fiber of your being
SCREAMS NO
and out you go
you hold your breath and tumble for a moment
then dare to open your eyes
Realizing
it doesn't matter if the chute doesn't open
because right now
your flying