i was stupid
thinking you had good intentions
falling for the promises and the lies that you fed
the believable actions of wanting me
but the undeniable undertone of a myth

the false, poor excuse of "i want to see you,"
just to make her jealous
to make her believe you were 'happy' without her
but thats the thing
you weren't happy
you were a character playing a part
and oh did you execute it perfectly

you didn't think about how it would hurt me
how i would scar from the repeated dishonesty
how i could not trust another single soul if i tried
because you scarred my heart
your manipulative words tied me up
and i was stuck believing every word you poured out of your venomous mouth

it was all about you
and her
it was always about her
so why did you keep stringing me along?
every time i let you back into my life
you poisoned it with a look
your lips put me under a trance
and your eyes had me captivated
and i was too blinded to see your plan

was it a relief having someone forgive every ****** up thing you did?
because i would've given you the world
hell, i gave you my world
but what did you do?
you threw it all away with a "we're better off friends"
after all, thats all it was to you, wasn't it?
''friends''

do you know what hurt the most?
it wasn't the truth being you didn't care
it was the sad, sad truth of i fell for you
and when it finally clicked
that you were using me all along
i had never felt so numb

you lost someone who cared so much
and you seemed to be fine with it,
and thats what helped me realise how stupid i was
to trust something that didn't have a care in the world,
how many things it broke or used

it was all about you.

and it was all about her.