sometimes
I am searching for something
that I will never find...

sometimes
I am waiting for something,
but that something
doesn't know where
I am...

sometimes
I leave somewhere
that leads to nowhere,
than in the abyss  
of perdition
and
sometimes
I catch dreams
when I should have faced with
reality...

Now
I am completely lost,
buried in my
thoughts and my feelings,
trying to erase
parts of me
that
I was hoping
and
living for,
and wondering
"why is wrong the way
I'm taking,
to be the person
who I want to be,
to have the things
that I want to have,
to feel the things
that I want to feel,
to dream the things...
that
I want to dream?"