and i remember going out in london,
seeking bloc party, and a fan-b -
or *****... or sycophancy in practice...
snogging a finnish girl
who did the shadow work for the white
stripes, donning a eisernes kreuz
t-shirt, feeling like: well...
this could work... but it didn't...
ended up in upper-side of what was,
what is, what if of london...
cradling an ex-girlfriend on a bean
while our hosts did *******
and i can only remedy myself,
now, with the memory,
as vivid as a holocaust denier...
but wholly imbedded by a trust...
she wasn't something akin
to a size-difference fetish of
a reverted teddy-bear / pillow,
in my arms...
standing an astouding 6ft...
indian and trans-irish
(one antidote to identity
politico? **** it... spice it up
with terms like afro-saxons)...
but what a sensation, lodged into
a mind that has become purely
memoria cameo theatre...
what am i getting at?
the slack boys get playing video games...
hell, i play video games while taking
a ****, on the throne of thrones,
but when i'm mobile?
closed eyes, sitting on a folded leg
on a window-sill,
eyes, closed, ears armed with
a thumping sound akin to static-x,
"watching" a moo-v...
did i eat any beef before
the mad cow disease broke down
the blind train of journalism?
so... i have aspects of a mad cow
disease in me?!
be and only be:
a relentless *******...
but boys getting the slack for their
a girl obsessing disney movies,
with her critique?
apparently the world of boys
isn't colourful enough,
or: too grey...
well... we have the noir range...
but before that blossoms,
it's taken down, and has a psychiatric
institution impose its...
wait... **** addiction?
ever try to alleviate that sort of addiction
by, actually buying a ***** mag.,
from a shop, and not even blushing?
there are alternatives to psychiatry -
i think the slur comes along
the rubric of: wh o r e:
oh... that fading french hark
within the straitjacket of for...
huh? not a fork...
boys are stupid for playing
but girls are a o.k. doing disney cartoon
or that story of assorting a pyramid
but not an extending rectangle hierarchy...
boys stop playing video games,
girls stop having a fetish for idealistic
oh i'm ******...
because how can you
grind the one, but not observe the other?
are video games what
girl is to boy:
yet... i can still only remember her
shaking body, left, in the *****
of my embrace...
like i might love a ***** star...
with... the coincidence of:
not allowing a knowledge of
it's not that ignorance
is bliss... certain types of ignorance...
simply do not hurt...
and we woke up in the top
floor (there were only two to begin with)
of the werehouse,
and with the sunrise, we parted...
she having children, i having the burden
of too many poems -
the irrational reality of
inverted claustrophobia continually
****** a blank white pixel space
with my maggoty wordings...
a ***** addiction?
1. go into a shop and buy a mag.
2. watch videos of girls *******
3. watch videos of girls
giving critique of YA novels
4. **** a lemon in the morning
after a night of drinking?
5. consider the implanted
impetus within the confines
of a circumcision?