Criminal record, drug abuse. Hurting others, no reason or excuse. Go to church? What's the point? Do another line. Roll another joint. A bad attitude, another tattoo. Yeah i did. What's it to u? Reaching new lows, yet calling them highs. Hiding the truth, dewelling on lies. Looking over my shoulder, dealing drugs. Abandoning family, running with thugs. My own personal war waged as a child: Cussed, beaten, and sexually defiled. I loved like i could, but lived like i shouldn't. Thinking i could even up, but really i couldn't. Finally, i fell to my knees, let go of my pride Then asked the Lord to heal me inside. I thanked Him for His mercy and death on the cross. I gave Him my all and made Him "The Boss"