It is the darkest place one can go to alone, A solitary journey I want to disown. An every day battle against the same old foe, But the enemy fights back with brutal blows. It creeps up on you in your vulnerable state, It springs from the darkness, where it lay in wait. Thoughts in your mind begin to carousel. Then drag you to your private hell. Nightmares and ghosts from deep in your past Serve as the turmoil you can't outlast. At last sleep comes like a welcomed friend, Until you wake, the lonely war begins again.