Conflict batters the doors of my mind
The shutters at the windows crash
Spats of rage in confusions mixed up winds
Turmoil turns inside a grey tornado
Elevated, floored
Love,
Uncontrolled ferocity
Determination of want
I can’t let go, must I let go?
Pained from one sided questions
Deep and slow
Soft, barely there answers far on the horizon
That flicker and glow
The aches in my chest
You will never know