somedays it’s all too strange or gnarly or difficult to explain, or nothing of significance seems to have occurred, or both, like today, for instance. i couldn’t possibly tell you what happened this morning, and then what filled the rest of the day with its overriding theme of absurdity, humor and embarrassment and i surely couldn’t share a tidbit of a conversation that touched on what we both most deeply fear. no, i’d rather speak of pomegranates, especially the one my best friend brought last week that’s been waiting in the kitchen basket for the day soon when i feel back to my usual self enough to crack it wide open, take it apart, stain my fingers with its juice, the red teardrops glowing in the slant of sun that streams in through the skylight.