Quietly into this moment this haze
My eyes try and follow but don’t know the way
My mind tries to center but that don’t last
In your perfect world  this don’t exist
When the only thing you need is one more hit
Sadistic and sick I cant help but drown
I’m so tired of living this way
Ruptured the way of the ground
Down is the only turn I take  
What a dishonor you call yourself a soul
You refuse to understand others need
Look at this skeletal frame of mine
Did I chose this life of mine?
Do I like to inject in my veins ?
Hide behind my mask that’s attacking
Its swallowing me whole
Vomiting me out through my nose
As blood appears and says words again
That nobody knows