I'm in love and suddenly everything seems rather good I caught myself whistling while I walked down the neighborhood Everything seems very beautiful and I've started noticing things The flowers have just bloomed and the birds never stop to sing Being in love has similar properties to that of a drug It drives me mad at times, the only cure being her hug Love is the best thing in the world, and now I ain't afraid of life I can deal with anything, as long as she's by my side I tend to forget the surroundings when she's in my sight My heart fell a little when we had our first fight I always though that honesty and loyalty is all that we needed If the relationship felt empty, our love would keep it feeded I've never been so wrong, and **** it! I was so sure You cannot have it all when you're still so immature To love and be with someone is actually an intricate process But when you find someone right, you're able to share the stress She may have been right for me, but who's to say I was right for her The Universe has its plans; well, **** the Universe cuz it still hurts I'm blaming external factors even though I'm entirely to blame You know you've ****** up bad when you can't even hear the name The colors have faded from my world, everything looks too raw I cannot look at things of beauty without pointing out a flaw How can I love again, when in me I have no trust Kinda explains why I'm always running after lust The pain generated from failed love is what hurts the most I wish I could control my own thoughts, but I'm no longer the host We're never warned about heartbreak, we're only told about love Ever wonder about the rotting body of a beautiful dove? This poem has no happy ending, I should've warned you before But that's what life's about, you seldom know what's in store There's no learning here either, just a little piece of advice Always try to live in the moment, try to enjoy what's nice My thoughts are flawed, as you can see, I'm still in a lot of pain I haven't completely matured just yet, I'm still in a dark lane My vision is blurred as I keep thinking, while trying to regain my stance For I had just one life to love her, and I completely blew that chance