it has been twenty years
since i once met him in person
once
we met in las vegas
and stayed at a cheap motel
in different rooms
and that is what i have been remembering
the most lately
is the cheap motel
as if there were marbles on the carpeting
of the motel floor
and i slipped on one
the marble game, just something to do
winner wins and keeps on winning
once i am tripped
even before i have fallen to the floor
for it is certain i will fall to the floor
tiny marbles to lose
tiny marbles rolling by
he aimed his tiny marbles at me
he shot his tiny marbles at me
i laid on the floor
for many years after
an easy place to be
got up, fell down, up once more
finally fell down and just stayed down
on the floor not seeing how
life could ever get decent again
a whole lifetime ahead of me
with no sex appeal
and nothing to fall back on
just a tiny marble
for my back to fall on