Sometimes I feel like me other times it's a struggle Gave it all and have no more Always tired and in pain but work through it all Mentally burnt out doing what's right and needs to be done Hard work goes unnoticed while **** ups are rewarded Sometimes walking away doesn't lead to somewhere better but drifting and wandering Hard to find peace and closure when things don't go right. Struggling to find a place and belong always seen as different My skin tone should not be a factor or be over looked because of my height Staying positive when others insult and impose trying to make me be someone I'm not or lower myself to be accepted. Always the bad guy when trying to make a stance for what's right. Not giving up part of myself to be forced into a box that strips me of all but dignity and pride Sometimes I want to yell and scream but no one will hear me and will look like the crazy one. How much sacrifice till I made it and feel satisfied with out feeling robbed or jipped in the end Some days it feels right and coming together other days it feels like the world stand still and torn apart something's have nothing to do with me but easily affected by the outcome