when i was 14 i saw the dancing children like stars in the night bleakening and how horrid that memory was sitting repeating in my head and every time i look to the universe a spike of hate poisons me
3 am yelling to a child whom taunts like the devil you ruined me i scream you ruined yourself it screams back like a rag-doll it pulls me until I am ripped into pieces unknowing of who the child is
the child grapples onto me nails dug deep red marks blistering it whispers, you wonβt let me go as a deep laugh roars from within it the child no longer a child but a daemon who took over what was once innocent. a realization hits me.
creation a result of the destruction of the mind, a play of words. what cannot be fixed with fingers and tools, but with patience and everlasting love acceptance, forgiveness.
the demon lets go creating a lightness, soothing within
kicking and screaming it hits at the back of my head but I pay it no mind hand in hand with the child it smiles waving its goodbyes