You said you loved me The scars on my skin say otherwise You said I was your everything The hole in my heart proves you wrong Here I am, almost 10 years later thinking about the torture you put me through Love has never been easy for me Trust is almost impossible I see the worst in my husband You’ve ruined me Why couldn’t you have just left me alone? Why did you keep running back trying to convince me you were good for me? Why was I so stupid to keep believing you? It only took you 5 years to break me from my core I’m not even sure I’m doing this marriage thing the right way Because I’m so **** wrapped up in the pain that was inflicted on me those many years ago You abused me You ***** me You humiliated me YOU BROKE ME