You were my first kiss
But also my first broken heart
You taught me about love
All the toils and turmoils that come with it
I lay awake at night thinking about the
“what ifs”
The “what would it be likes”
Would we be happy?
The questions are endless
There were many absent years but you somehow managed to find your way back into my life
Never at the right time
Why did you wait so long?
I could have been with you
I don’t regret marrying my husband
I love him— I do
The curiosity of it all just kills me
But those question will remain questions
Unanswered