i’m trying
to fall in love
again
but your touch
still haunts me
and your voice
still chills me

we talked
and we talked
about our new lovers
and our past
and you said some things
i wish i felt the same

you don’t know
and maybe
you never will
but i’m sure you’ll hear
i doubt my ability
to love again
in the ways i loved you
in fact
i doubt that i ever stopped
loving you

do you feel the same?
do you remember the promise we made?
would it be insane
if you knew these things?

i don’t know
but i’m sure soon enough
sober thoughts
will become drunken words
and you’ll hear my pain
and maybe then
i’ll find out
if you feel the same way