Each day I wake with a feeling of pride. I’ve made a recovery, have healed my mind. Learned to appreciate the world so wide, Do my washing, make my bed, fall in line. I even go for daily walks to clear my head, For when the man in the shadows spits out death threats, To escape what is and discover what could be, If I just power through with my recovery.
But I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know how to live, I went diving head first without knowing how to swim. My family waits, smiles fixed, but eyes tired, Clapping for any little thing, weighed down by wishful pride. I just have to raise the alarm, make some kind of sound, But falling is fine until you hit the ground.