I was little and afraid Of your anger in the world That we made. The loudness and the shatter Of my heart when nothing else mattered In the dark, but not at night I knew nothing could ever be right
I really tried and I lied When I swore I wasn't tired Of all of this Of the constant panic and alone Too familiar in this awful home I remember running and Wanting to get caught Because i just forgot That you were nothing like i thought
And I want to let go But your anger eats away At all i should have been And now it's dark all day Do you even see me? Did you even know, That all I ever wanted Was for you to let go.