dig to soothe the obsession. become acquainted with the bumps along your scalp, grimace at the knolls and lumps and curse the imperfection. you know what you came here for. to seek solace from the ache of a brain by roaming just along its shell. the pain is hell but the peel makes it worthwhile. finally you skim chemical pleasure with chipped keratin, physical meets mental in one scrape of a mining nail. here in a languid stupor you lay languishing in a deal between pleasure and decay. fade away while you dig at the earth of your body.
out of all the habits i could've had, scalp picking had to be one of them i guess. thanks to my anxiety for that one