I fall so hard that I can’t feel the vibrancy of explicit detailing that nature brings to my very feet, I fall so hard that I forget who I am and try to find myself in everyone else.
I am so real that my mind and heart are beautiful yet, I am ****** with the taunting and self- depreciating thoughts that creep in to my open mind late at night.
I guess the real ones have the capability to completely drift and float aimlessly.
I have struggled with depression since I was 12 years old. I find that it can completely take over my mindset and intoxicate me with every harsh emotion in the book. I have neglected therapy as I am not able to come to terms with myself. It is my own self that I need to face but I just can’t help it. It is what it is and I am who I am but depression is not who I am, it is a part of me.