I can't take it ...... I turn on the music...bang the song reminds me of her I pick up the paper.....bang I read something that reminds me of the times we had I turn the tv on bang.......one of our favorite shows comes on Its just so hard I have done it before with other woman no problem With her it's different I really really love her so much and it hurts so much Does she feel it .....well does she ?.....I wish I knew....I am not going to make it I am so scared that it will never end Its playing games with my head I have to get through to her or I will soon be dead I know it's my mind playing tricks on me Because the feelings I have are so strong for her I never thought in a million years I could love someone as much as I do you and I continue to drown in a sea of tears