I'm tired... For the past few months I've dealt with nothing but humiliation. I'm tired... Wipe the dust from my face, hands, and clothes from falling just to trip and fall again I'm tired.... Bonds I thought were sealed with love, based off "history" in all actuality are sealed with deceit I'm tired... Snake eyes, snake tongues, snakes in my meadow, I'm tired.... Embracing fully and whole heartedly with both my arms, but unaware that the slight pain I feel behind me, is the dagger that's piercing my back I'm tired... Loose lips sinking ship's currents breaking grips due to faulty anchors I'm tired... Can't even create my own zen from at least one of the 3 zzz's when I close my eye's.. I'm tired.. I need to **** it more bc I'm tired...