I’m groping in the dark.
I entered this world clueless.
I don’t know whats right.
How am I supposed to act ?
What’s Ok & what’s not ?
What should I feel ?
How do I react .
Is this too much , Fair or too little?
What’s affection?
Why am I being scold ?
Why am I being Told that I’m not showing any love ?
I’m giving all my attention
I’m very nice , I’m showing that I care a lot and figure ways to make them smile and laugh?
Why are they mad ?
Insisting to touch lips
To Rub hips
To touch Areas I had no clue sent signals of “love” ?
I’m so confused.
I have no experience.
I’m told to kiss
But I don’t know how to move my ******* way they find pleasing?
As a matter of fact
This all feels so Uncomfortable
Weird , odd & A vibe that’s
Opposite from what they are experiencing...
I never knew there was
types of love .
Never knew the ways each one is expressed..
My head is blank from everything other than the love my
parents showed me..
i Got into a relationship
Without knowing the definition
Nothing close to knowing
any meanings..