The pain comes in times where i need it most. But the rest of the time i'm numb, just thinking of ways to get the lost feelings back. What if my fate is to drag around a lifeless body just searching for someone who understands me? Well in this life there's no way to tell. They say everything happens for a reason. But could there ever be a reason to be stripped of everything that you are? Is there meaning in taking someone's life from their grasp without giving it a second thought? Well i guess some minds could justify what others would call cruel, or worse. But until my time truly comes, i'll keep trying to be me. Hoping i don't lose anymore feeling, as the rest of my life gets taken and locked away from out of my reach.