I thought about you , as if you were here Encasing yourself in my mind , refusing to come out And yet I wasn't mad , I felt almost free The smile , the way your eyes flickered Eventually gravitating towards me , because I could tell you were curious .
And I wasn't fearful , in that minute it made sense The way you would so carefully lean over so as not to startle me , But let's not make that jump , because you did startle me You altered my primary functions for a second and I feel guilty for feeling grateful ,
The way you can so effortlessly conjure up misfortune , Knowingly crushing everything in sight And yet for a minute , I was grateful.