It's been three weeks, I'm an antidepressant away from being okay with this, I'm just numbing the pain, I'm tired of feeling this way, The worst part is, you just don't understand, You think I'm being dramatic, But that didn't keep me from wanting to jump in front of a train, It's whatever though, I just want to go, And you'll never know until I'm gone, That you actually gave a ****.