Drowning into a pile of seeds that won't grow anymore,
A strive to my darkness underneath my irrelevant human flesh,
It feeds on rotting blood and my insides,
It Tries to **** out it's Poisonious venom from my bones,
The heavy snaps make it worse as it's letting noise shout,

To conceal my messy spillings,
Wanting you to tell me what to do,
Listening to you In evolves silver and red floor mess,

Crying out and selfishness has to come to mind,

Then where are my magic beans,
Why aren't they moving forward

I poured out so much water,
For you,
Only for you to grow
To photosynthesise
To rise

And your not moving
Your empty
Like the rest of me

Fascinating how I am not surprised