oh, you hapless *******
love with a hasty touch
and throw me for a loop
crying and saying sorry
shaking with urgency
come close and unfreeze me
take my body and warm it
better yet
don't
i hope you cry and keep crying
petrifying
in that house alone
hallucinating you had someone
to love again
would you love me again?
i can find someone new
someone not you
someone who
brags about their love and not their conquests
someone to help me heal this heart in my chest
and i knew you couldnt do it but i hoped
at the very least i thought you could help me cope
but you can't even deal with your own ****
saying im unhinged
when you chain yourself to drug and drink
downing all that moonshine
drowning inside your mind
and not having time for anyone but yourself
i wish i knew
you'd turn into the old you
once more