You have grown bigger in my head 
Than you are to my eyes 
Bigger than my heart and you can’t fit 
Like you do in my chest 
You are so holy in my dreams  And a masterpiece in my imagination   
I can’t love you 
I wish I could 


I disgust the way I want you  More the way I need you 
Slave of your nameless gesture  Glimpse and your wicked ways  You are high above my height  And heavier than my weight 

  If I loved you yesterday 
Still you are my queen today 
But my heart cannot be your throne 
And my body cannot be your castle 
My mind isn’t your battle field  And I, No longer your citizen.   

I can’t love you 
inside me you are immeasurable
And infinite than your existent 
I wish I could 
But I can’t 
I love you more than I can