Driven out from your dark corner everything feels in a disorder i'm guessing that your comfort zone was just a grey zone fulfilling nothing but pleasing untitled, meaningless desires. Life you say is grey too but at that assumptionΒ Β you forgot about black and white you forgot the vigorous emotions that made you feel alive. But don't forget you are human not some narcissistic being pretending drama, craving attention. No matter who you are you do not know what kind of man you've become until the very end.