Don't want to trust myself again, I know I can be shaken, that I am unreliable, easy to forget.

Don't want to trust myself again, what if I turn away again, what if I don't keep my words and make a mess again.

Stop trusting myself already. It happened once or twice a day already.

Stop trusting yourself, trusting your flesh, it's rotten,  hard to predict what it will do next. That will leave you gasping for air, trying to recover again.