Motivated, I’ve always been. When I was five years old and also when I turned eighteen That Medicine is all I want to do and all I want to practice. Anatomy of the human body is definitely not something I’d want to miss. Years of hard work and turning into a night owl Just for getting into a med school that I’m in now. Still looking for my niche though a year of it has passed Unable to work hard like I used to in the past. Distractions creep around me, and probably has already engulfed me Because I look for every opportunity to flee, Or search for external motivation which I never need, Or sit and brainstorm for this poetry. I know I should be studying but I don’t. When the consequences struck, I moan. We are asked to combine and study Anatomy, Biochemistry and Physiology. But are we given the time to do that? Not really! I expected it to be so much fun. But all we are being trained for is how to be number one. Really depressing, but the training has to include competitiveness Because we have to be our best Or else our mistakes would **** innocents Instead of saviors we would end up as villains. The gravity of this my shallow mind has forgotten. Has made me ignorant and repulsive to compassion. Or why else on a holiday would I waste my time? Instead of studying, write a self-obsessed rhyme?