her long hugs as she whispers into my ear
'i love you'
my heart warms up and i smile
'i love you too,' i tell her
my stomach fills with butterflies like always when i'm around her
her touch is soft and it brings back memories
her laugh plays over and over in my head like a scratched record, but it's beautifully hurt and i could listen to it for ages
when i hear her voice in the halls i get nervous
i meet up with her every day
but only for a short while
'meet me 1:30 every day except the 30th in the bathroom by the cafe if you really care'
i remember her words
and i keep my promise
cause she means everything to me
she kissed me the second and the third time we met
and she might today
it all is so much but makes me so happy
.
.
'i have a list of people who wanna date me' she says 'you're one of them'
'so do i' i mumble
'but you're the one on my list that i want'
i blush and say 'you're the one i want too'
she smiles and hugs me and i run  
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and so here i am again, getting ready for the hurt