You see, I know a girl She's quite beautiful, She's very funny. She loves everyone And has no mistakes to be made. But my mind, A desolate, dark plane Has taken this joyful girl And twisted her so. She became a darkness to me, My mind hated the fact that she made me feel joy. A brutal pit I threw her into; Each time I close my eyes She dies
over...
and over...
and over...
By my hands An endless bloodspatter, A Hell with no escape. I want to **** her so bad But why? What leads me to feel this way? Why has her image been so bent and misshapen? It's as if I put her in a funhouse, Amidst all the mirrors, Twisting and turning her. She is trapped inside my mind, A place where she will die, Brutally,
over...
and over...
*and over...
My mind seems to bend things away from reality, darkening them. This still haunts me today, and I find it hard to look at or mention this person.