no matter which direction I take I feel it is never the right one my family is never happy with my choices and if they are, then I am not they claim support but I am met with downcast faces and words of frustration I just ask to cry alone It hurts me when they watch me cry I wish I made my family proud they would talk to me with smiles and brag to their friends about my success but instead I am a worry nothing but a concern I feel so alone in my own family