digs itself between your ribs gripped by the hands of someone who had already painted their portrait of you but then you came along and sprinkled rose-colored glitter across your cheeks dragged sky-blue painted fingertips down the sides of your face exhale deeply dust off your hands different looks like ghosts to some; they don’t see people as perennial flowers, ones that bloom in the summer, but wither by winter only to bud again as something new in the spring they assume autumn’s mess of orange and brown is the end— that things cannot be reborn so clenched fists punch holes through canvas leaving red-glittered knuckles and spit that looks like teardrops without considering that maybe blue has always been your color
from my book, 'please don't go before i get better' read here: http://bit.ly/pdgbigb
Written by
Madisen Kuhn 25/Cisgender Female/Charlottesville, VA