a chapter has ended// i have found keys to door i didn't think i could have access to// a door created only through self will and taking on the mysteries of my experience// my room is empty, i have moved// the days are going by like the cars passing on the highway// like the pages being read// like morning to afternoon, until the sun falls// who's there to catch it?// observing places i've never seen// looking at people i'll never see again// memorizing streets// changing the sheets// because too much friction make her cream// laying down next to you// thoughtless when i look in your eyes// thoughtful when im away from your presense, it's my demise// overthinking until i'm out of energy, sleep and there's more time to experience// conscious this time, energy and creativity// to make this happen// writing observations that happen within, to formulate a new idea of "me"//