Lost in a sea of faces Not alone, yet lonely. Friends are all around me I am enveloped in their arms And yet so alone.
I am terrified of the darkness That lies ever before me: The future, full of unknown. Others have gone before me; It is they who lead me now. Nothing to fear, yet frightened And so very alone.
And what is this on the pillow? Tears never used to fall there. Happy life, life of love, How did sadness creep in? Now the tears come often and again, Sobs shake the bodyβwhere is joy? And why so alone?
Growing up is not the dream My childhood me happily created. Too much unknown, Too much knowledge. Many to guide through the black abyss And yet so alone.
How? Why can this be? Opposites exist all at once, The same time, the same place. Is this growing up? How do I stop? I feel so alone.