the tough times need to end//
when the madness overflows and i can't comprehend why we ever began this war getting in between our love//

for now, i'm thinking let's just be friends//
but resistance ascends and my thoughts cannot pretend that you are here for eternity inside of my head//

far from my reach//
my days become so bleak//
when it's awkward i cannot speak//

i barrier between language when havoc has reached the peak of itself//
in those moments i cannot dwell//

i'm still practicing....being in the now....