I guess all I have been trying to say is: This all hurt, More than anything I have ever had to feel But I hope she can love you In all of the ways that I couldn't
More than the hurt, I just want the rage to fade. I don't have to love you again, nor do you need to love me, but I can't carry this hate for you forever. Especially because, I think...no, I know, I still love you. But maybe that doesn't have to last much longer either.