I lie on the floor paralyzed in utter disgust my mouth moving silently for the words aching to come out you know. your mind intertwines with my own your ears traveling through my brainwaves listening always listening for what i think you know. You know dislike cannot compare to what i feel for you. For what you did to me. what you took from me. convinced me to give you my childhood. sealed the deal with a kiss. the kiss of judas. why sound like a broken record repeating your violations against me only to let you relive them. why do i bother. for what i think of you, what you did, you know.